If you have been reading my blog, and know a little about me you know that I really never understood the value of money. Well, that is until now.

So much has happened to me in the last few months that its almost irritating staying within my house hold and attending school. Most of the problem being within the concept of money and not having any left. I mean, I literally have like 50 cents or something in my bank account. Not to mention the fact that my dad banged a cow, and then banged my mothers truck spending over $3,000+ for repairs. In addition to the addition of more people to my house and individuals that leech off of our family resources. On top of the fact my grandfather died with no life insurance, and seemingly endless financial obligations. I have nothing to fall back on and I have no one to pay for everything like I used to! What the hell happened to my silver spoon!

It’s not fair. It’s always the same story. I’m the one paying for everyone else’s mistakes! Just like always. To me, its starting to feel like the times I need things or people the most they aren’t there. Why does this always happen to me? Its causing me a whole bunch of stress that I don’t need! It’s irritating me!